Queen of the damned, yes sir I am. >.< Yes, once again it's June Friday 09, 2004 it's supposed to be fun! Not full of embarrassment -sighs- I was wearing a long sleeve black shirt that you button on the front, all the way down. Azucena had let me play with her [hot-dog] winnie toy thing... But Adam took it away when she was passing it to me, So Okay, I get up. Stand by his desk, extend my hand ... when he says.… "Your shit's open." [Yes, he said it OUTLOUD, and the whole class turned. Nosey bastards] I thought he was kidding... Until I went to sit down and I think it Was Vanessa, She goes... "your shirt is really open" OMG! I look down and AHHHH, the button that covered my chest was wide undone. How could I have missed that??? Hmm! Omg.… Adams face turned BRIGHT red, and well, enough said 'bout how mine got. I sat in my desk, hugging my backpack close to my chest... Until the bell rang. -Ring- I'm outa there! Roni, Roni, RONI! OMG... Pedro was there. "What happened, Sue?" "Um, my shirt unbutton and the guys got a good view, ew I guess some girls as well..." "It did? Why wasn't I there? Don't talk to me, I'm mad now." Bye Pedro. Eh... Why does it always have to happen to me? Hmm! The high school has doors all around, but their all closed ... except the one by the main entrance. That's where I get out. Armando was waiting for me, guess he wanted to walk me. Pinkie [Iris] Didn't go so I'm like "Sure, sure why not.".… He said he had told Mark that is he got near me or tried to talk to me, I would Stab him. I was like WTF? I never said that. He's like well he seen you the other say and he said that your breasts had gotten firmer and you got hotter. He also said that if you were still mad at him by the end of the year he was going to rape you. THAT just scared me a little BIT.-shrugs-We walked until we caught up to Adam then it was just me & Him.Adam: "sue, I'm sorry didn't mean to say that outloud." Me:"Um, Adam.… Did you see anything?Adam: "No Sue, I didn't" -brief silence- "it was black..." lol So he didn't see anything but he knows what color it was? Sure! lol. I saw Gilbert after school too. He gave me the HUGEST smile ever, it was almost scary. Ha ha.. yeah Gilbert smiled. I couldn't help but do the same. Too bad were not together. Another one returned, that I'll never use. Pity. I made a new friend. Bryan... Not the first time I meet him but we hadn't talked until recently... He's COOL. He has a tongue ring that he took off and showed me.… He's in a band but then again he's not. That's what he says. He's weird. He's.… he's.… Cute. [NOBODY read that] He's 16, but that's okay. I was sitting on the grass and Josh sat on me. RUDE. Bryan laughed hmmm! The grass was wet. lol. Why do they think I'm weird? I'm not. Everybody was standing up in a big circle So I sat down in the middle. and played with the grass... Okay. So I'm a freak SUE ME! Mom and I went to pick up Mary & Roland. I got off before she did and went to buy lemonade from these little kids on the other side of the street. I thought it was SO cute. lol. & one of the kids said "Your very beautiful" That kid musta have been like 5-6 Okay maybe 7 years old.… Aww.. that means WAY more to me than a bunch of guys telling me I'm "hot" I saw Chris too @ Bear Mountain but I said Hi & bye. Last weekend was FUN, I guess. Denise took me to take my grad. pictures. A month later but hey it's all good. Ana did my hair & makeup again. Their friend Grace came with us. The photographer had no patience! [in my eyes] but they came out all right. I guess. & I showed Dare Bryan, Kas, Robert, Derrick... and other people. They all said my dress was pretty before they said me. Rude... We went to the mall and they had to literately drag me into some stores.… TOO many colors hurt my eyes you know ... but It was okay... Then Sunday was July 4th. Lots & lots of family came over! woo I got to lock myself up, until they dragged me outside to watch some fireworks. Man Lindsey keeps coming over without calling first. Its getting annoying. I just want to be left alone. I have one more week of summer school at Arvin High school then I'm off.… Finally.… Until like a week later. Then I have to go to the Summer Academy at Bakersfield college. I'm somewhat exited I get to see my old friends again. Bu they're not going to mix up the grade this time. Im I'm stuck with a lot of people my age who I don't even know. Most likely lil preppy ignorant pervert. Tell me something I don't know. Woah this is a lot. I should update more often, but I wont. I'm too lazy and Sometimes I don't even care to share all my crap with you uncommenting and untagging people. Not like you'll care.… You ... no not you ... but yes you! Don't even bother to comment on anything I write -mumbles- I hate you all.