All downhill from here. This is what i get for not thinking straight. Hell, this is what i get for not thinking at all. Blah... Yesterday I was talking to Bryan [yeah guy I barely know] I asked him if he had his tounge ring on, and he said Yes. I jokingly asked him if I could bite it. He's like yeah... before I knew it we were in the Audotoriam hallway [where no ones at during break] I pushed him agasint the wall. he asked if I was nervous. Didn't bother to answer. I bit his tounge and stuff. No need for deatils. -sighs- Bell rang. We need to go. We start walking. He says maybe we can go out sometime [typical of  a guy] I said Yeah, maybe. He asked what kind of music did I like. I said alternative and crap. Hes like cool. Do you like Incubus? Um yeah they're okay. Good, so would you like to their concert? Um sure. Cool. While we were walking I bumped into Lonny*. Guy I meeton the internet.  I'm liek you never went over to meet me. He said You were supposed to come to me. Um, thats not what we agreed on. Hes like So your Sue? mhm, your Lonny.. Yup. I forget what we said fterwards it's sorta liek  blur.. Wow he was tall. Not bad looking either lol. Shh.. He's Pinky's + Daisy''s cousic. Who would have guessed? Today Bryan he asked me if I was still up for for seeing Incubus... I said I'll ask... I figured he did want to talk to em since he was walking with me, the complete oposite of his class. During break. There he was. Avoided him with Roni. Roni wont leave us alone now. Thank you Roni! ^_^ After school I gave him my reponce to the letter he gave me. I really hope he says he doesn't like me.Cause the last thing I need is another guy to fall for.
Here They Are: 1.Jake A. Guy I've been with over a year. I really dont want to loose him. I care for him dearly. But  he said he'd break up for him if I cheact on him again. I never meant to hurt him. I must come off cruel in his eyes. Today he told me that when we couldn't tlak he called me every sunday for  the first month, but it was either A. Busy or B. Unanswered. I never recied his calls though. & i always wondered why he wouldn't call.  He left me wondering what the hell , what is wrong with me?